by Sunny Daydreame on July 25, 2008
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Our sleeping bags are airing out on the back porch. The sun has come up, and I’m off to an early start for the day. After sleeping out under the stars last night, I feel grounded and connected. Sometimes we have this mis-perception that camping out requires extensive planning, a long trip to a state park, and lots of extra hassles. In the summer time, Brenton and I like to sleep out at least once a week. Usually we decide to do this at about 9 o’clock at night. As I am getting ready for bed, I pull the sleeping pads out of the closet and unroll the sleeping bags. Everything gets laid out on the back deck and we fall asleep wondering, again, what is so fascinating about looking at the stars.
This morning the day peeked through and I woke up at 5 a.m. I think I would sleep a more appropriate amount of time if I didn’t have such a comfortable mattress. I read somewhere that sleeping 6-7 hours seems to be optimal for long life. Sleeping 4 hours or less can mess with glucose metabolism, and sleeping more than 8 hours just makes me tired. When I woke up at 5 a.m. I was ready to go after just 7 hours of sleep. I was awake enough that I couldn’t sleep again with just a sleeping bag and a camp mat underneath me. Now, it’s only 2 1/2 hours later and I’ve finished my housework for the day. If I could be this productive every day, I think I could take over the world.
This week has been one of the busiest of the summer. We found a neighbor who has a cherry tree, and she wasn’t going to harvest the cherries. So far we have picked almost 18 lbs of cherries from her tree. We are also working on another (smaller) sour cherry tree. This same neighbor has enough fruit to keep Brenton and me busy for a long time. As the summer progresses, we will be harvesting plums, apricots, pears, apples, and raspberries from her yard.
While we are on the subject of raspberries, I have to tell you about our latest apartment find. I think the most exciting thing about living in a duplex or a rental house is that you never know what you are going to find in the yard planted by past tenents. Brenton was out moving the hammock stand in preparation for the owner to come mow the grass and he found a small raspberry bush growing at the edge of the yard. It looks like it has come over from the neighbor’s yard. There is a small patch just on the other side of the backyard fence. I think raspberries taste like sunshine.

by Sunny Daydreame on July 15, 2008
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Today turned into one of those days when I feel empty and stretched. My heart feels lonely and sad like someone scraped it over with sandpaper. It’s the kind of day where what I want to do is inhale copious amounts of chocolate in an effort to soothe my restless soul. I find myself in front of the refrigerator often. I keep coming back looking for something that will make me feel better. I’m lucky that we don’t keep many sweets in the house and leftover beans and rice just doesn’t work as a salve quite the same as chocolate cake.
Then I open the refrigerator again and with that cool burst of air comes a bit of clarity. I’m not trying to fill a physical hunger and food won’t fill a soul hunger. The good feelings that I get from chocolate might help for a short while, but when the chocolate is gone the ache will still be there.
I turn away from the fridge and find my journal. I open it to a blank page and pour out my heart to the Father. I make a cup of coffee and read my Bible. While I am fellowshipping with my God who is Love, I find the ache disappearing and being replaced with a peace and trust. Everything will be okay.